Dear Family and Friends:
Believe it or not, the girls and I are in Kenya with Paul! My first “official†letter to you is long overdue, but the Lord and I have been working on some attitude adjustments in my life. God is so faithful to pick us up when we stumble.
Our first six weeks in Kenya have been full of lessons that God is using to draw me closer to Him. Disappointments [which are really His appointments], sorrow, failures, encouragement, instruction, joy, and victories have all been a part of my learning experiences. I think it is time that I share with you God’s loving, all-sufficient grace in my life.
Working alongside the Lord is fulfilling but not without its trials and struggles. When we arrived at Tenwek, we heard the first day that 2 of our beggar children friends had been banned from the compound due to apparent stealing and verbally assaulting visiting staff families. Of course the boys were trying to find ways to see us for help, but it was necessary for us to abide by the decisions of the long-termers as they are impacted all year long. We are still praying for God’s guidance in this sad situation. Please pray that God will bring someone into the lives of these needy boys to help them physically and spiritually. [If us, show us how without offending or disregarding the needs of the other people at Tenwek.]
For a couple of weeks, I unwisely chose to let my emotions control me as jet lag and adjustments to a very different homemaking routine combined with rough bouts of missing family members who remain at home. [It has been very difficult leaving Susanna at home this time.] Nevertheless, God’s grace is sufficient; and each time I went to His Word, God was waiting to comfort and encourage me to meet all my needs and remind me of His purpose for this ministry. God used Deut. 31:8 and Psalm 139:9-10 to bring my attention back to His perfect character and provision.
Deut 31:8 The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.” (NIV)
Ps 139:9-10 If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. (NIV)
When I felt weak and useless, God reminded me of His grace. In 2 Cor 12:9-10 God says: But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong. (NIV)
A dear friend of mine handed me an Elisabeth Elliott devotional [she knew how much I appreciated Elisabeth's walk of faith] the day before I left for Kenya. My friend commented that I would probably find opportunities to glean from the insight expressed by this author who knows the reality of trials and victory. How right she was, as I have certainly identified with some of her experiences. One day’s message was particularly helpful as it expressed my thoughts when first returning to Tenwek: “Wastelands†There are dry, fruitless, lonely places in each of our lives, where we seem to travel alone, sometimes feeling as though we must surely have lost the way. What am I doing here? How did this happen? Lord, get me out of this! He does not get us out. Not when we ask for it, at any rate, because it was He all along who brought us to this place. He has been here before – it is no wilderness to Him, and He walks with us. There are things to be seen and learned in these apparent wastelands which cannot be seen and learned in the “city†– in places of comfort, convenience, and company. God does not intend to make it NO wasteland. He intends rather to keep us – to hold us with His strength, to sustain us with His sure words – in a place where there is nothing else we can count on. Let’s keep alert for the wonders our Guide will show us in the wilderness.
Ten days after we arrived, the Lord made His abounding grace evident to the Tenwek Family as we faced the shocking death of Tammie King, a beloved fellow missionary and friend. Her tragic death resulting from a sacrificial car accident [avoiding Kenyan children running across the road] vividly reminded me of my previous year of dealing with my brother’s death. God’s “perfect peace that passes all understanding†became a reality as I held tightly to the certain hope we believers have for eternal life in Christ Jesus. Along with the promises in God’s Word, I could recall all the ways the Lord has been faithful to provide in times of sorrow and trial over the past year. My petty concerns suddenly took on a whole new light as I again faced the reality of fragile life and God’s purpose for each of us while participating in His daily gift of life.
God’s hand was so evident in every detail of Tammie’s celebration service. His presence was clearly felt through each song, poem, testimony, and the message from scripture. One friend related that in a conversation with Tammie just a few weeks before her accident Tammie had mentioned that if she should die in Kenya, she desired that any service would be a celebration of God’s perfect gift of eternal life for all who believe in His Son. Tammie’s nursing students wrote a beautiful song in tribute to their instructor. A portion of the words expressed the assurance of a Christian’s everlasting hope and the available comfort when we focus on God’s perfect character. “Rest in the Lord, our sister. You’ve done enough. Rest in the Lord, our sister. We will meet with you someday in heaven. Lord, give us your spirit to lead us in your ways, even at this time. Dear Lord we praise you and we adore you. Your name is Holy and you are good. Dear Lord, nothing can take you by surprise, like it does to us. For your thoughts are not our thinking, neither your planning are our plans. “
God also used a poem written by a friend to remind us of the grace and love shown by a sovereign Lord as He takes us through the trials of life. Part of the poem shares these thoughts about Tammie’s life and God’s promises: “Remember my humanity but cling to my immortality. In living we die. In dying we live. I have changed time for eternity, boundaries and limits for freedom and access. I see the face of the One we love and served together. He longs for you to lean on and receive His comfort. Don’t forget — I am still with you. I am in your memories, so treasure those …. I am now amid the great cloud of witnesses, cheering you on, knowing you can make it. Hold on, don’t be discouraged, healing will come…. Remember, Cry, Celebrate, Heal…The curtain on the stage of my life closed to the thunderous applause of heaven. The lessons you’ve learned from my brief performance — use them to “gather ye rosebuds, while ye may.†I learned, I loved, I lived. Now it is your turn. Seize the day.â€
During the two-hour celebration service, it seemed like God opened the heavens and gave us a glimpse of His presence in all His majesty. The praise gathering ended with the mixed voices of hundreds of Kenyans and Americans singing a Kenyan song full of a powerful message: Hakuna Mungu Kama Wewe Twasema Asante; [There is no God like you – We say thank you] Mwokozi [No savior like you; Mponaji [No healer like you]. You have rescued our sister Tammie. She rests in the arms of the everlasting God.
A special blessing to us through those difficult days was a visit from our daughter, Beth, and her two friends, Amy and Erica Dryden. God’s plans for our time together turned out to be somewhat different than we had planned; but as always, His ways are best. It seems the Lord was using these lessons of faith in our visitors’ lives as they were to go home to face the news that a close friend had been killed in an automobile accident while they were here. Death seems to be all around us, but repeatedly God reminds me of the victory we have in Jesus.
Another blessing God has arranged is the opportunity for me to lead a Bible study, “God’s Priceless Woman†with some of the missionary wives. [I did this study with my daughters and two friends last year.] What a joy to search scripture together and take to heart God’s design for a godly woman. The girls baby-sit for the little ones of each family involved so our time together is truly one of refreshment for each mother.
While Beth was here, the girls and I went up the hill to visit the local Kenyan primary school. It was an unusually rainy day so we walked through rivers of mud to get there. The gray clouds and dismal weather did not dampen the enthusiasm of the 2 classrooms of students we visited. The fourth graders understood some English as they have just begun formal study of our language. The first graders knew very little English but greeted us with much excitement. All the school children are so attentive, eager, and polite. Their wonderful smiles warmed our hearts in such great measure that Becki and I felt God leading us to return to the school on a regular basis.
That visit led me to a most rewarding part of my ministry which God has used to open my eyes once again to His goodness and grace. As Becki and I walked home last Tuesday from our first morning of instructing the first grade class, God showed me very clearly that He was providing me with His grace to overcome my homesickness. Yes, I will still miss my family, but God has lovingly reminded me that the best place to be is in the center of His will. When He arranges for me to be in Kenya, I need to be here joyfully to allow Him to work through me and accomplish what He has planned.
Sharing the gospel with those precious children was so fulfilling. Becki and I used the “wordless†book and other visuals that Nancy Bullington [our oldest son's first Sunday School teacher and 5th grade SS teacher for all our children] had so generously given us to bring in our shipment last year. Many of you have responded to my requests for prayer concerning the plans God has for me to work with the Kenyan children. Thank you so much for your faithful prayers as I see this opportunity as a direct answer for how to use these wonderful materials, how to have an impact on the lives of children here, and how to overcome my homesickness. Finding where God is working and responding to His invitation to join Him has allowed me to surrender my downcast attitude for a sense of joy in serving Him here in Kenya.
Isaiah 55:6,8,9,11,12 Seek the LORD while he may be found; call on him while he is near. “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts. .. so is my word that goes out from my mouth: It will not return to me empty, but will accomplish what I desire and achieve the purpose for which I sent it. You will go out in joy and be led forth in peace; the mountains and hills will burst into song before you, and all the trees of the field will clap their hands. (NIV)
By American standards, the common school here is little more than a shelter. The walls and floors are cement, and the rooms are very dark, dingy and damp due to the lack of adequate windows or any electricity. There are no resource materials and teaching “tools†consist of a blackboard and chalk. Thirty-seven well-behaved first graders are squeezed together on six benches with six crude tables serving as desks. The girls wear identical sweaters with their skirts; and the boys wear these uniform sweaters with their pants. Their recess time is spent with the cows in the field or tending large gardens where their food is grown for school lunches.
What is lacking in physical appearance and provisions of the classrooms is far outweighed by the enthusiasm of the children and the eagerness of the staff to have their students hear about Jesus Christ. With the help of one of the teachers as our interpreter [she happens to be our next door neighbor], we were given the privilege of sharing Jesus with these precious little ones and teaching them Bible songs. They did well learning the English words and hand motions to “Jesus Loves Meâ€. Next week we will read a true story of an African boy who hears the gospel for the first time as he is taught the meaning of the colors found in the “wordless†book. We will also help them make bracelets with beads representing these same colors of gold, black, red, white, and green [Heaven, sin, Jesus' death and resurrection, forgiveness, and growth in Jesus]. Serving others definitely takes the focus off of self and helps eliminate the negative attitudes that creep up so readily when we are consumed with our own emotions and trials.
I have also seen God’s grace at work in my life even as I engage in such a common activity as shopping [but here it is definitely an adventure and not your everyday Wal-Mart or Marsh experience]. Paul loves to tease me about my shopping [as you have heard in past letters]; but in reality, this gives me a wonderful opportunity to share Christ with the numerous sellers I encounter as I meander [you offend them if you don't stop to look at each person's wares] through the crowded rows of items that are bartered for in a lively manner. Two people especially come to mind as I think of my “shopping evangelismâ€. After reaching an agreed upon price, I offer my new friends the opportunity to receive the greatest gift God has to offer – eternal life through Jesus Christ, [far better than the pen, hat, or T-shirt they are wanting from me]. Shopping in Kisumu [when we visited Lake Victoria with Beth], I met a woman named Rose. When I asked her if she knew Jesus Christ as her Lord and Savior, she looked at me with eager eyes and said that she had been praying night and day for God to teach her the way to Heaven. I shared the gospel, prayed with her, and gave her a Swahili tract to encourage her with scripture. As she thanked me profusely, I thought again of God’s grace and how He chooses to use us to further his Kingdom. In Nairobi at the Masai market this past week-end, I came across a man who gave a puzzled laugh and disturbing answer to my question, “If you should be hit by a matatu [majorly overcrowded vans driven by wild men] today and die, do you think you would go to heaven?†His response of “That is a difficult question†gave me the opportunity to once again share the gospel and the assurance of eternal life we can have as believers in Christ. My ziplock bag of gospel tracts holds treasured food for these needy souls [even more important than the money I give them for their wares to buy physical food for their bodies]. God is faithful to work through us wherever we are if we have willing hearts and remain where He wants to use us.
Finally, I would like to share a few examples of our homemaking routine that are so different here than experienced in the states. I mentioned earlier in this letter that the adjustments take awhile to become routine. One big difference in Kenya [especially in out-of-the-way places like Tenwek] is the lack of readily available household supplies. One learns quickly to save everything – empty food boxes or bags, paper towels, paper cups, Styrofoam plates, foil, and even plastic wrap. Plastic bags are washed and reused until falling apart with so many holes that more food leaks out than stays in the bag. Traveling to Nairobi once a month or every 6 weeks to get supplies is an adventure to say the least. How many times have you passed a herd of giraffes grazing by the side of the road as you ventured out to the store? It does seem a little more exciting than spotting dogs, cows, or horses. After the 3-4 hours of travel [depending on the number and depth of the potholes in the road], the next challenge is finding the items you have expectantly written down on your wish list. The cereal aisle is always the first place the girls descend on as that seems to be the first food item we deplete and have to wait for the next trip to Nairobi to restock our supply. [Even though we buy enough boxes to feed a small army!] What we can purchase is fully dependent on what the grocery can stock that particular week. Sometimes we find it is necessary to be very creative with our recipes. Once the 2 or 3 day trip is completed and we are safely home, my real work has just begun – I spend 5 or 6 hours in the kitchen washing, bleaching, chopping, and putting away the generous supply of fresh fruits and vegetables that can only be purchased in Nairobi; we are so thankful to get fresh produce other than Tenwek pineapples, bananas, potatoes and carrots for a variety in our meals. After returning from Nairobi, our Sunday dinner was a feast of Kenyan asparagus, mango, watermelon, strawberries, parsley potatoes, bananas, and Egyptian oranges. Yum! One final difference I want to share is the enthusiasm and appreciation I see in our girls over little items that are taken for granted at home in the states. A visiting family brought us a bag of M & Ms; the exclamations of delight were so great that one would think it was Christmas morning! We need to see each day of life as a gift from God to serve Him and every possession as a provision from a faithful, loving God.
In conclusion, I want to thank all of you for being a part of our ministry in Kenya and praise God for His abundant grace that He so richly pours out on His servants. Grace can be explained as God’s Riches at Christ’s Expense. When I stop to consider what Christ has done for me so that I may experience His love, strength, and guidance each day on earth, and enjoy fellowship with Him forever in Heaven, I am filled with wonder at His splendor and majesty and yet His Humility and desire to care so perfectly for me.
II Thessalonians 2:16-17 May our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and by his grace gave us eternal encouragement and good hope, encourage your hearts and strengthen you in every good deed and word. (NIV)
Lovingly in Jesus,
Marty
PS from Paul: Please pray for Irene Mutai, one of our clinical officers. We will likely need to induce labor a month early because of blood pressure problems at the end of her pregnancy. The baby seems to be a month behind in its growth.
Also, pray for an 18-year-old girl from the Kisii area, Willilister, who Russ White and I operated on today for a vesico-vaginal fistula. She gave birth 2 years ago in a catastrophic delivery where the baby died and her uterus was removed. She has been draining urine uncontrollably through this hole between the bladder and the upper vagina. We got a good repair accomplished which will help her immensely if it heals properly without complication.